I was reading through some stuff I wrote.  First thought was 'wow, I've definitely gotten better at some of this stuff...' and 'o.o that was kind of hot.'  That was from reading the last scene, kind of prepping for writing more.  Then I went back and read all the fun stuff.  Reading stuff I've written (not-shitty stuff, that is) makes me happy.  But anyway, I got to the end of what I've got so far and I had this really quick, like, microsecond flash of thought.  It pointed me toward a fic.  But I have no idea which fic, or what the thought was.  It just...came, and went.  (Angel: let's just say, I come and it goes)

I think I tend to get focused on not-plot-related stuff though.  When I start writing about something, I kind of throw myself into it, and a LOT of that particular emotion or whatever comes out.  And then later, I read it again, and i'm like, do they do anything else?  Sometimes they'll have the same argument like, 3 times, and I'll just be like, 'didn't we already cover this...?'

Why can't I find a good song on iTunes?  -_-;

I kind of wish someone would write for me though.  I've got all these ideas, but putting them down is so much harder.

I also have this problem where I don't know how far I want to go.  Or sometimes, where I want to go, or how I want to get somewhere.

Perhaps I just have this God complex.  Because that's what writing is, isn't it?  And really, reading fics too, but writing especially.  You control everything (except when the plot bunny attacks and then, really, you control nothing).  You want something to happen, you just make it happen.  And fics...it's just cuz I don't like where something went.  So I go find something where it goes the way I want it to go.

Heh, Godmode.  I've totally lost all serious thought now (it's been like, 4 hours since the last paragraph), so anything I say now will just be asinine.